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Em, Ember, Epimethia, Sakura
30th of Oct, 1989
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poem in motion

Just a day,
Just an ordinary day.
Just trying to get by.
Just a boy,
Just an ordinary boy.
But he was looking to the sky.
And as he ask if i would come along
I started to realize-
That everyday you find
Just what he's looking for,
Like a shooting star he shines.

He said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand?

And as he spoke, he spoke ordinary words
Although they did not feel
For I felt what I had not felt before
You'd swear those words could heal.
And as I looked up into those eyes
His vision borrows mine.
And to know he's no stranger,
For I feel I've held him for all of time.

And he said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
In the palm of your hand.

Please come with me,
See what I see.
Touch the stars for time will not flee.
Time will not flee.
Can you see?

Just a dream, just an ordinary dream.
As I wake in bed
And the boy, that boy, that ordinary boy.
Or was it all in my head?
Did he ask if I would come along
It all seemed so real.
But as i looked to the door,
I saw that boy standing there with a deal.

And he said he my take my hand,
Live while you can,
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
Right in the palm of your hand,
Right in the palm of your hand.

Just a day, just an ordinary day
Just tryin to get by.

Just a boy,
Just an ordinary boy.
But he was looking to the sky.

c r e d i t s


and figgyfairypark, for inspiration.

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08/28/06, 15:28]


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grr. [Thursday
07/14/05, 20:39]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | we never change -- coldplay ]

new journal since this one's entries aren't showing up on my friend's friends pages.


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stolen from fruityyunas! [Wednesday
07/13/05, 22:38]
[ mood | wistful ]
[ music | Frou Frou ]

[Name] Emily
[Nickname] Emeli, Ember, Em, Emerz (HATE that one x.x)
[Screen name] an epimethia, xthetenthmuse
[Birthday] October 30, '89
[Age] 15
[Astrological sign] Scorpio
[Chinese zodiac sign] Serpent (how come I get the poisonous signs?)
[Location] Pekin, Illinois
[Sexual Preference] Straight
[Marital Status] In a relationship
[Religion] Christian
[Eye color] Lots of different blues
[Height] 5'10"
[Shoe size] 9 1/2
[Parents still together] Yep! Silver next year.
[Siblings] One younger sister, one older
[Nieces/Nephews] None yet. =D
[Pets] None... =(
[In school/graduated] In High School
[What do you drive] My sister's truck

[Color] Blues and blacks
[#] 111
[Animal] Butterflies and dolphins...to me, symbols of freedom
[Vehicle] DODGE, BABY! =D
[Flower] Tropical hibiscus
[Scent] That's a toughie...Alex's cologne.
[Drinks] My grandmother's tea.
[Soda] Dew
[Book] The Golden Compass and its sequels
[Band] Something Corporate and Mae
[Song] Konstantine...yeah, I'm cliché

Do you...
[Color your hair?] Nope
[Twirl your hair?] No, but I pull it out.
[Have tattoos?] I wish.
[Have Piercings?] Just my lobes.
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] YES! <3
[Cheat on tests/homework?] I used to, but I haven't since freshman year.
[Drink/Smoke?] An occasional sip of wine from my mom's glass.
[Like roller coasters?] LOL, not ones that loop. TT; Agreed, Manda, agreed.
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] most definitely.
[Want more more piercings?] YES.
[Like cleaning?] YES. Especially when I'm upset.
[Write in cursive or print?] Cursivy print...?
[Sweat a lot?] Yeah, but no smell at all...I guess that's nice.
[Own a web cam?] Nope.
[Know how to drive?] Yes.
[Diet?] I need to UNdiet. I've never dieted before, but I'm just too skinny!
[Own a cell phone?] No, unfortunately.
[Ever get off the damn computer?] Every couple days, when my eyes start to hurt XD

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] no.
[Been in a wreck?] nope.
[Been arrested?] negative.
[Been in a fist fight?] unaffirmative.
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] I've hit someone in the nuts with a bag full of books...in the third grade...
[Stolen anything?] Not for a long long long long time.
[Held a gun?] No, thank goodness.
[Drank?] Wine!
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] Nope, and never.
[Considered a life of crime?] I could make a living as a criminal mastermind, I think XD
[Considered being a hooker?] Nope.
[Cheated on someone? ] No.
[Cried over a girl?] nuh uh.
[Cried over a boy?] Yep.
[Lied to someone?] Yeah. s.s;;
[Been in love?] YEP!
[Fallen for your best friend?] Mhm.
[Made out with JUST a friend?] Nope.
[Been rejected?] Yep.
[Been in lust?] Yep.
[Used someone?] Probably.
[Been used?] Most likely.
[Been cheated on?] I hope not.
[Been kissed?] Yep!
[Experimented with homosexuality?] En. Oh.

[Current mood] Awake.
[Current taste] Back in a pony.
[Current thing I ought to be doing] Drinking somethin'...I'm parched.
[Current cds in stereo] You mean iTunes?
[Current crush] Alex!
[Current job] Video game tester XD

The last time...
[Last book you read] Lirael
[Last movie you saw] Anchorman!
[Last thing you ate] Black olives
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Bucky

Do you...
[Do drugs?] Nope
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] I have dreams in the same place/world, but not the same dream.
[Play an instrument?] The piano and baritone. =(
[Believe there is life on other planets?] Nope.
[Remember your first love?] Yes, and I still have it.
[Still love him/her?] See above answer.
[Read the newspaper?] Yep.
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] Beaucoup.
[Believe in miracles?] Yes.
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] Mhm.
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] Kind of.
[Consider love a mistake?] Nope.
[Have a favourite candy?] Butterfingers.
[Believe in astrology?] No.
[Believe in magic?] ...I don't know, honestly.
[Believe in God?] Yep!
[Do well in school?] Yep.
[Go to or plan to go to college] University of Illinois in Urbana, I hope I hope I hope!
[Wear hats?] Nope.
[Hate yourself?] Sometimes.
[Have an obsession?] Don't. EVER. Ask me that question.
[Have a secret crush?] Nope.
[Do they know yet?] Nope.
[Collect anything?] ...what kind of freak collects pencils XDXD Just joking, Manda!
[Have a best friend?] Many. Especially stars_at_dawn. =D
[Close friends?] Mhm.
[Like your handwriting?] Yep. I have this uncanny ability to change it and keep it that way whenever I want.
[Care about looks?] Nope. Makeup = never.

Love life
[First crush] Zach Tennison...kindergarten.
[First kiss] Wes doesn't count...but Alex does!
[single or attached?] Attached
[Ever been in love?] Mhm
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] Yes.
[Do you believe in "the one?"] Yes.
[Describe your ideal significant other] like this.

Juicy stuff...
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] NO. XDXD
[Are you a tease?] Yes. >.<
[Shy to make the first move?] Sometimes.

Are you a...
[Wuss] Sometimes.
[Druggy] Nope.
[Daydreamer] YES. Like, 2358340957346521653283628375%.
[Freak] XDXD yes.
[Dork] 100% XD Freaks of a feather flock together!
[Asshole] Mhm!
[Brat] Nope.
[Sarcastic] Yes.
[Angel] Sometimes.
[Devil] The not-sometimes.
[Shy] Extrovert major.
[Talkative] Yep!
[Flirty] Only to Alex.
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07/11/05, 23:16]
Not very good, but...

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07/11/05, 21:16]
alex and i are all right. i hope we never fight like that again.

because it hurt.
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07/11/05, 12:33]
i think we might be on the verge of breaking up if we don't fix this shit.

i think we're okay.
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07/11/05, 0:18]
[ mood | tired (yet again) ]
[ music | none ]

updated epimethia.
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hmm. [Friday
07/08/05, 20:48]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | inner space -- xenosaga episode i soundtrack ]

summer school is OOOVVVEEEERRRRRRR!


and i beat xenosaga, and i'm six hours into xenosaga ii. the one thing i really really hate about it is how a lot of the voice actors aren't the same. chaos had a really high voice, and now he has a really low one? what's up with that?

but at least my FAVORITE CHARACTER EVER still has his sexy sexy voice!

yes. that's right. rubedo is friggin' HAWT. =D

even though he's really short.

ah, well.


O...M...GOSH...i just found out that the person who does Jr's voice is a friggin' girl...

that's all right. rubedo is still hawt, and i'm still going to pretend his voice is his. jr. is jr. and jr. is friggin' hawt.
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mhm. [Thursday
07/07/05, 21:41]
[ mood | tired but content ]
[ music | over the rhine ]


elizabeth and i made up, and leah and i left cwazy messages on her cell phone.

hayley called me today to ramble on about this twenty-year-old guy that she met at the fireworks, who asked her to make out and then have sex, but she only did the former. i really didn't want to listen to it, so i told her my mom was making dinner, even though my mom had just gotten home from canada and was ordering pizza.

my mommy gave me twenty dollars for being a good little girl while she was gone, too, and i've already spent a fourth of it on xenosaga and xenosaga ii.

alex is all better! =D

and i have nothing to wear tomorrow because i haven't done laundry in who knows how long.

and keep london in your prayers, people.
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=\ [Wednesday
07/06/05, 21:29]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | latter days -- over the rhine ]

fusion was...alright. i got to see brad. i miss him so much and i love him to death, but sometimes i think i really do annoy him. and sometimes i think i think/say/judge too much. yeah, so hayley was dressed like a hooker tonight. big black heels, black skirt, the works. and i'm still mad at her, and i HATE myself for it, but i HATE being taken advantage of.

and i don't want to return xenosaga tomorrow. i don't even get to finish it because my stupid ps2's in the livingroom.

and my hip really hurts like whoa.

and elizabeth is so MEAN. OH MY GOSH. i am so sick of her! why can't she just either leave me alone and/or be nice to me?!

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